Honey lately I've been way down

Lately

That the sky could lift
That I'd find my place
That I'd see your face in the door
And the sun would glint
One a time well spent
On a time that ain't no more

Takes the broken hearts
In the vacant lots
To see the fruit that rots on the trees
Had to turn my head
Leave it all for dead
But it's in my mind always

Honey lately I've been way down
Load on my mind
Honey lately I've been way down
Load on my mind

Someone tell me where did it go
Darling I'm damned if I know
I seen that look in your eye
No one ever gave it a chance
I could have said in advance
You saw it all at a glance
And goodbye
Goodbye

Drag a salted kiss
From this cup of bliss
Watch a new lie twist on the breeze
You can paint it red
Leave it all for dead
But it's in my head always

Honey lately I've been way down
Load on my mind
Honey lately I've been way down
Load on my mind

Someone tell me where did it go
Darling I'm damned if I know
I seen that look in your eye
No one ever gave it a chance
I could have said in advance
You saw it all at a glance
And goodbye

- David Gray

It hurts, it aches, but in the end I think it'll be for the best. Eric and I are no longer together which sucks but it was an amicable split so remaining friends seems like quite the possibility (which is new for me because I haven't been friends with exes before). I am disappointed, but I am taking it better then I thought I would. I am disappointed because we didn't work on what was bothering us but rather just let it go. And that makes me feel like our relationship didn't mean as much for one person then it did for the other. But I still respect him and his feelings.