Sometimes people are assholes

Especially when you confide in them and then they use their power to make you feel little and cry so hard that you hyperventilate and feels so light headed that you have to sit down on the floor so you don't pass out and if you do you don't have far to go. I've never hyperventilated before and I don't envy those who do.
I am trying hard to keep it together and those who want to challenge my togetherness can go fuck themselves or wait until I've regained my strength.